My earliest
memories are the smell of crayons and the feel of Play-doh in my hands. I grew up in a house where mud pies were a
form of expression. I feel fortunate
that my parents enjoyed and embraced my messy side. Being an extraordinarily shy and quiet child,
art gave me a safe way to express myself without having to open up and use
words. When I say extraordinarily
quiet….it is not an exaggeration. I was
labeled a “selective mute” in kindergarten….and this was before the world of
education had so many “labels.” I
repeated kindergarten and slowly came out of my shell. However, I don’t think that would have been
possible without that simple box of crayons which gave me a voice, when I felt
I had none.
As I started middle
school and high school, I became more outgoing and active. However, I was still self conscious, as
teenagers are, and hid my ‘artsy’ side from everybody, including myself. I concentrated on being at the top of my high
school class….straight A’s, advanced placement classes, honor society, and clubs
galore. With high school graduation came the huge decision of a college and a
major. With the help of my high school
counselors and my family, I knew that my one true desire was to make a
difference in the life of a young person.
So, I chose to go into pre-medicine at Texas Christian University so
that I could become a pediatrician.
However, after a year of pre-med studies, I realized my heart was not in
this field. I took an art class to
“lighten” my academic load and I knew within the first week what I wanted to do! I wanted a career that gave a child a voice
using ART.
When I graduated from
TCU with my degree in Art Education, I knew where I wanted to teach. I wanted to be in the place where so many
people helped to mold me into a well-rounded, intelligent, and happy human
being. So, I moved back to Lewisville
ISD and began my teaching career. As I
look back at over two decades of teaching, I realize that I still strive to
make a difference in my students’ lives and give them that much needed
voice. I’ve never forgotten how that box
of crayons and that lump of clay allowed me to work through my feelings. Art allows children to express themselves
though the process as well as the movements.
The wedging of the clay, the swirling of the brush can be a much needed
release for a child. I lost that form of
expression in my teenage years. I do not
want my students to lose their voice as they grow older. As a reminder to them and to me, I have centered
my classroom around a single Pablo Picasso quote that is proudly displayed on
the largest wall in my art room. “Every
child is an artist. The problem is how
to remain an artist once we grow up.”
I feel that my most
significant contribution throughout all my years of teaching has been giving my
students a voice through art. By giving
my students a safe and loving environment, they do not feel afraid to be themselves. Art offers my students the freedom to explore
without judgment and often without rules.
My role as an educator is rooted in fostering and nurturing students to
become active and confident participants in our world. My aim has never been to create professional
artists, but rather to teach my students to live happy, enriched, and
productive lives. Art helps foster a
sense of expression, identity, creativity, and diversity. My art lessons help my students develop the
creative thinking skills to better express their points of view. Just this
week, one of my little kindergarteners, who will most likely repeat, said,
“Look, my lines look like lightning!” As
he created his zig-zag pattern he clearly delighted in exploring the creative
possibilities. Children often draw or
paint well before they can read or write.
They use what may look like scribbles to express feelings and
thoughts. They use art as a simple yet
creative form of expression. My hope is
that none of my students become critical of their own efforts and worried what
others think. If I’ve done my job, then
I’ve given my students the confidence and creative skills to take throughout
their adult lives. I’ve given my
students another voice!
You are so awesome!!
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